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i was supposed to start my english paper today

but i just can’t because

• thursdays are my long days
• i took a midterm today
• i studied for another midterm that i have tomorrow morning
• i have another midterm tomorrow morning
• i’m getting over a cold
• basically i’m just too tired
• plus the paper isn’t due til tuesday so i have the whole weekend to do it

i just feel bad because i wrote it on my calendar that i should do it…but i just can’t.

ALSO, and completely unrelated, i realized that i have a crush on my history TA. i thought i didn’t, but i just didn’t even know what was going on because it’s been so long since i’ve remotely liked anyone. of course when i finally like someone in real life he’s still someone super unattainable -___- he also might not like girls but i can’t really tell. the fact that i can’t tell should probably be a sign but hey who knows. not that it matters.